there are demons in your eyes, darling;
fall asleep listening to their screams, fall
asleep tracing your ribcage and wonder if maybe
your heart is a ghost, maybe your heart is haunting
someone, somewhere. fall asleep and dream of
needles prodding at your mind, pulling out the weeds
as if your mind was a garden, your mind is a
garden but once the weeds are gone, there is nothing but
dirt; dirt and worms and nightmares and screams.
dream of fingers shoved down your throat, and they have found
your heart and your heart is not a ghost, no, your heart is alive,
because the fingers are clawing your heart and it hurts like
fingernails o
Current Residence: Over the rainbow deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium/Large Print preference: Color Favourite genre of music: Rock/Metal Favourite photographer: I don't really have one, though I might start taking photo's Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga Operating System: Dell, or Windows or somethin' MP3 player of choice: iPod shuffle Shell of choice: A turltle shell!! Wallpaper of choice: Something anime-ish Skin of choice: Aqua-blue Favourite cartoon character: The piggy guy that stutters Personal Quote: Taking all the little things for granted is a good way to screw yourself over
So Basically I'm a tad unmotivated because I have no coloring utensils to color stuff in with, so as soon as I at least get some prisma color pencils (they ish so nice) for Christmas along with a huge sketch book then I'll hopefully get more motivated, and when I go to my moms house I'll be using my mom's photoshop and be making more anime, so that will be in my benefit too ^^ I can't wait. In the mean time I haven't been writing because of all my stupid stupid high school projects (god damn them to hell) but I'll at least try to get the occasional poem up or something ^^'
[X] public speaking
[X] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] Rejection
[] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
[x] that Scary guy
[x] being touched
[] fire
[] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[x] falling
[] c
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I'm sowwy world!! I've been majorly slacking on all of my writing, but it's summer and i'm still in the 'sit around all day and do absolutely nothing of any value' swing of things (even though i'm going back to school in a week DX) Why does summer have to end so fast?
Any way, I think that once I get back into the swing of working, I'll probablly be doing more, and since my laptop wont be able to conect to internet, I'll have less time to slack and more time to intertain myself by writing (I'll still be able to submit stuff, but I'll just have to move it onto the house computer *sigh*). I also want to start a new serie
It's going slow, since I forgot dA for like some months soon. Oh, it's going good. Summervacation and all, and I can finaly draw agaian! Oh, bad phone! O: